I have two separate fantasy lives. There one which pretty much stays in my head, that I write down and make stories out of. Sometimes they are fanfiction, but more often than not, especially now that I've grown older, they tend to be their own story lines that pop out of nowhere.
Then there's the tangental fantasy world, where if it doesn't go into the world of fanfiction or written word, it becomes something I feel like I need to act out. Whether it's Harry Potter, Final Fantasy, or House, there's an odd need/desire to be a part of it. However, it's a weird broken fanatsy. I don't like to think about acting out (or even, when I'm alone, actually acting out) my fantasies as though the world was real, and tangible. Those worlds are man made constructs. I, instead, imagine being part of that team, and doing scenes with them... and, you know, messing up lines, and goofing around on set....
Is that weird?
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